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Tell me when the light turns green

 

 

street corner on a snowy day

oldsmobiles studebakers fords

crisscrossing four different ways

my father waits on the curb

with a yule tree on his shoulders

 

myself standing four years old at his side

mittens with strings tied to the collar

the swirl of small town sounds

stitched with blinking signs shivers me

under colossal buildings and grey sky

 

tell me when the light turns green

my father commands from inside the tree

a sudden iron urgency welled inside me

and swept me to the province of responsibility

electrifying my innards

 

I locked onto that box with three colors

intent on my mission with new found strength

entering a new land requiring rigorous discernment

green I shouted jumping and pointing

my heart floating above my head

 

from my captain came

the stentorian command to cross

and I marched into the future

guiding my father and the tree 

flooded with love

latina

 

 

 

dark figure with hand upraised 

appears in the middle the road                                                  

on a moonless night

 

materializing out of vapor

 

I yank my truck sideways                                  

in an eternity of a second

skidding in adrenalin

 

thwarting the angel of death

 

young latina in a dark parka

rimmed with a halo of dirty fur

climbs in the passenger seat

 

out of the flowing cold

 

incongruously unruffled

she asks to see my money

she needs cigarettes

 

stashes my hamilton in her parka

 

sends me into the gas station

for marlboro red and a bic

charged to my card

 

charged to my conscience

 

this angel has no id

no age or distinguishing feature

just bottomless brown eyes

 

and a commanding helplessness

 

a sweet nicotine fuzzy warmth

as we sail back through city lights                  

to a hostel for the homeless

 

whose doors may be shut

 

I wait in my patient truck

for a few and then slip away

back into the wild of night

 

a young latina burning on my retina

Yevgeny

 

 

Your Siberian timber limbs

stretch from your torso of river

sway in the taiga wind of your voice 

which rolls along the boat of your mouth

the people of the world on the deck of your tongue

 

hunched square in our chairs

elbows locked on knees

my hand locked in yours

-- no, the dirt won't wash

from my nails either--

I wander lost in the forest of your eyes

 

old fighter with decades of scars tears and fractured ribs

cosmonaut of the moon of the heart

you make me tremble lest I fall

into one of your cavernous footsteps

without a rope or ladder

 

we each have loved dozens of women

but one in common so stab me in your dreams

let red color the sky in sunrise

above the village of the world

I'll steal an ember of your impudence

anyway and call myself your little brother

 

and if you come back this way

I'll have the missing pig tethered

and ready for the knife

we'll toast and tell tales of men

under the whale-bone carousel of the night 

* Yevgeny Yevtushenko (Russian poet 1933-2017)

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